My prayers go out to you

Doaku     Untukmu
Starting from a meeting in a market of about 7 years ago with a woman that is very, very unfriendly at the time, but because it is what makes me curious to get acquainted with her.

Without knowing it I was acquainted with the woman, It is very glad because you meet him because I think it is a challenge that is not easy. But actually this is not what I want to tell, but there was a sadness when heard from him.

 We also met again during the holidays, get together with other friends while gathering and stories long enough because never meet or get together like that. But nothing makes me jolt when he said that should leave this town and go back to his hometown. Oh yes he comes from across the island are quite far from the city, initially did not believe the news delivered news because I think he is quite comfortable in this city.While paused and then I went back to ask him when he plans to leave the city, and he answered not know but that is clearly the next few months he said. From that moment I started to feel nervous about the departure from the city.Yes, I admit I was afraid of losing him because he was one of the most significant and ever filled in my life. Somehow I really cherish and love her, I have repeatedly tried meyakinnya but whatever makes her not convinced by these feelings. Maybe because I was not able to give the best for her and often upset or disappointed and maybe even cry.A few weeks ago I looked at the status of blackberry messenger that he was ill, without waste of time I will immediately contacted with the aim ask how and indeed he was sick because of fatigue with activity. I realize it's time to do something for him because I remembered a phrase that came out of a close friend who directed me "he says you care! But where are you when he is in distress?" hmmm I fully recognize my mistakes at that time.That afternoon I came to a rented house while carrying food to him, Once there sad to see his pale face seemed helpless.While eating I accompanied him back to ask the certainty of his plans to return to his hometown, he too answered next week. Yes, I'm getting anxious! but there's nothing I can do tuk can still keep him here.Moving me to leave her rented house as he pondered it, the more my day feels heavy to remove. want to shout it feels but whether it was able to hold tuk still here? Apparently not! he'll have to leave this town.Every day I thought what can I give as it carries the memories will and will not be forgotten by him, to and fro I asked my friends ya understand this the first time I give something to someone. Until the time I chose something that would give me for him, perhaps from the material side is not too fancy but that's all I can give. Nothing feels dawn has come back and I'd have finished preparing recalled her memories. Sick and tired of not really thought about when we want to provide the best for someone who means.And yesterday sadness was unstoppable when he's really back to the village halamanya, could not actually take off his departure at the airport, but I realized this is best for him and I think when I'm sorry then who is going to strengthen at a time when he and friends cry? I'm sure one day would still be met even with different situations and circumstances.
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